7.23.2012

I feel warm, yet alone.. calm but confused. i feel lost in my memories, and led astray from the present. The only thing i know is that my love has been reduced to even fewer personas. And i do not think you know, so therefor i must assume that you could not care less, because of the state of unawareness. I do not know how to react, usually the more hmm... outrageous performance would be to prefere from my side. But right now, i really don't know how to show you this, and at some point, i actually feel as if, i could not care less about losing you either.