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Welcome back.
So, you say you love her. Well Mia, then that is a Goddamn weird way of loving someone. How so? Well, I'll show you how so. You know that Kei is gonna leave, right? Then, if you love her, aren't you supposed to support her about it? Hm ? That's what friends do, Mia. Do you have ANY IDEA of how does it feel spending MONTHS without your friends? Do you have a clue about how much strength must one have to get to leave for months, in order to focus on school ? For you it's probably just.. " leaving like that " . But no. I am gonna leave too, one day after Kei will. From the same reasons, And my friends support me. They help me, they hold my hand and assure me that everything is gonna be alright. Meanwhile, what do you to Kei? You yell at her and point out how she's leaving you, ah ah. Do you know what ' leaving like that ' means ? You would have the right to bitch about it only if she'd leave without telling you, only if she'd leave cause she wanna have fun in RL, so she won't have for MSN. But no, she's leaving cause she needs to take care of school.
You know, you're really taking her for granted, aren't you? Who the fuck do you think Kei is? And fuck, if you're gonna reply all dramatically about what I just said, then you'll really regret it. I am willing to draw blood on my friends' defense, got that? You see, I don't think you understand the sacrifices Kei has made. Kei deserves respect, Mia. And I'm not writing all this just because Kei couldn't. No, not at all. Kei could say all this, and much more. Ah, she's so much more than you realize. You don't even deserve her attention, neither her friendship and you don't appreciate a shit from all the effort Kei did for making things work between you two. All you do is complain, cry, complain, cry and bitch. Selfish much? Yeahhh..
Well, Mia Mia Mia.. We're the same age. Can you belive that?
We're SO, BUT SO different. `Cuz unlike you, I appreciate and cherrish true friendship.
You better open your fucking eyes before it's too late.
One day, Kei is gonna walk away, and you'll be left alone.
See, Mia ?
This is what friendship is. What me and Kei have.
I could literally give an arm for her,
I'm her armour, and I will destroy anyone who will try to harm her.
So you better watch the way you act towards her, cause she's not alone.
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
how old are you?
¤ ÐÈvØù® ¤ . siger:
Same age as you. How old are you ?
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
Cant say same age as me if you dont know my age
¤ ÐÈvØù® ¤ . siger:
I'm 15
How old are you ?
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
same then
¤ ÐÈvØù® ¤ . siger:
Yeah..
So , have you read what I said?
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
hold it
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'Kay
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
well i've read this
have you calmed down?
¤ ÐÈvØù® ¤ . siger:
I am calm o_o
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
goodiegoodgood
well can i talk now?
¤ ÐÈvØù® ¤ . siger:
Go ahead
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
thank you
didi. erhm, you talk like you know me, you dont so i would appriciate if you stop just shoving this in my face, aparently you have created this imaginary picture of me, proberbly from what kei has said or the arguements she probably has shown you am i right?
well about being alone, i was over weight as a kid and picked on being outccast most of my childhood i know what that is. i appriciate a true friendship, but i dont see kei as a ''friend'' i see her as my exlover and someone who will always be remembered as a dear dear person to me. I know i'm taking her for granted, and i know that it's a horribhle thing to do. i guess that since all of my friend
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here put all of their bs on me i'm putting it on her, screaming at her, and she never gets to be mad. i dont know erhm, everytime we have a fight i try and turn it to my side, like i'm the one to feel sorry for, and i cant do this time cus i am simply not. So i dont know what to do, i'm scared, i've cried, i dont want her to leave, it hurts me that she will leave cuz of school. and i dont see the
point.
aparently kei's friends come at me or atleast try to get into the problem, it isnt there fight so they should keep away that is my opinion. atleast keep away from me. cus see? try and see this. if she despiesed me, if i am this horrible, she could just tell me: ''fuck out of my life'' or ''i'll fuck out of your life'' but she doesnt, so now i have you on MY case, her brother has contacted me, and
it wont help.
cus you can make me feel like the worlds biggest bitch, and sometimes i probably am towards her, but i dont know you? people i dont know, arent in my life, that means whatever you say wont effect me, i could consider it, and then push it out
and erh, dont threaten people you dont know? whutya gonna do? take a plane to denmark and kill me cus i made kei sad? cus me and kei has problems? you'll come here, beat me up, get caught by police??? or you'll whrite to me? ah ah nonononono way thats what the blocking button is for? so you can talk as long as i allow you to.
if you still have something to say, dont come at me acusing me of being things, cus it wont help (: i'm sure your a sweet girl didi, but dont come at people jsut to fight other people's fights, it will be waste of breath
goodie i'm done, sorry i kept babling (:
you still here?
¤ ÐÈvØù® ¤ . siger:
Yeah
Hold on
Well, Mia I have created this image of you , reading your blog, reading some parts of your conversations with Kei. And what do you mean by ' I'm putting it on her, screaming at her, and she never gets to be mad ' ? She does get mad, but she keeps it to herself. What's the point of showing that she's mad?Would you do anything about it? Would you try to fix it? Honestly. And wtf, the ' People I dont know arent in my life, that means thatever you say wont affect me, I could consider it, and then push it out ' Well that shows how much you love Kei. ' Whatya gonna do?take a plane to Denmark and kill me cause I made Kei sad ? ' No, that's why I'm talking to you CALMLY and POLITELY. And I know that this conversation might be a waste of time, but that's why I came here to tell you all this, to see if it's really a waste of time or not.
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
she said herself she never gets to be mad, so ask her bout that. yes honestly i would try n fix it. that shows how much you love kei? what? besides you would never understand how much i love her.
it's not polite to call strangers all of those horrible thing didi, the last thing you can call it is polite, you come at me with an attitude as a 10 yearold little schoolgirl, dont apriciate that much
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' You would never understand how much I love her ' Wtf??? Love is supposed to bring peace and support to one, not all the shit you bring to Kei. And let me tell you that right now, I am EXTREMELY polite. You don't know me at all, you don't know how I am when I'm angry. So if you say that this isn't polite, then I'm really gonna show you what unpolite is. LOL! Ah-ha ! Attitude as a 10 year old little schoolgirl ? How about you make your fucking mind up, Hm ? If you insult me, I'm not willing to shut up, get that?
Mia Mikkelsen*<3 siger:
LIKE SHE HASNT BROUGHT ME BULLSHIT?! hehe little stupid girl, polite, is a norm, it is something you are raised to be. just cus you are MORE polite now than usually doesnt make you POLITE! kk? and it isnt you descision wether to shut up or not, i shut you up sooo
didi i think you are annoying -.- n you should get a life
you started this now I'M ending it!
